Strangled by my thoughts

neck

My thoughts wont set me free

they continue to strangle me

as I walk I cry for thee

my tears stab me as I plead

I must stop this and count to three

please just leave me be

 

The thought is of him kissing my neck

he see’s if I feel, as if he had to check

kisses deeply not a peck

hardly leaves a speck

doesn’t stop for even a sec

 

These thoughts haunt me to my core

constantly leaving me wanting more

anticipating what he has in store

will our passions soar?

Will he lock the door?

Will he ravage me on the floor?

 

These thoughts I can’t escape

I have to pinch myself to see if I’m awake

my spirit does shake

As I dream of his shape

and what is under his cape

and how it feels to kiss his nape

 

Why does passion have to burn?

perhaps resistance is something I must learn

maybe his love I must earn

and he will always give it in return

or will I continue to yearn

for this man who causes the pain that makes me burn

 

My mind is full still

out of my pen only does my heart spill

this aching will not be cured by any pill

however it does make me feel ill

I must simply rely on my will

and my writing skill